What Is that I Love by Justin Hutchins

With a love like this, romance is still alive

If asked why I love her, I would say:

It's the sway in her hips,

the thickness in her thighs.

it's the lust in her lips,

the love in her eyes.

It's the softness of her skin,

the silk in her hair.

It's the twist in her walk;

it's the sweetness in her talk.

Ut's the way she loves me

that makes me love her each day.

That is what I would say.

-Justin Hutchins-

One word: Whoa!

*Sigh*

THAT'S the type of feeling, as women, that we want to inspire in a man. We want him to look at us and descibe those same words that Justin Hutchins did when he described his Queen. Whoa!

*Its the sway of MY hips, the lust of MY lips that'll have this man adore me!

I'm about go fantasize about this poem, so until next time...

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A Financial Mess

This is exactly how I'm feeling

Hello Readers,

I know I haven't discussed much about my financial situation with you guys and some may feel it's "none of their business". Well, I'm not one to hold back about what is going on in my life and so here I am....about to divulge a little more about my self.

As some of you know I use to be part of the mortgage industry during the high wave of making high four figure a month income. None of us were smart enough to put some of that money aside for a raining day or for our futures. Nope...what we did was...purchase a home...not a bad investment....buy a Mercedes, BMW, Range Rovers or in some cases....a Hummer....stupid investments....don't ever buy new from the dealership...it depreciates the moment you drive off the lot. By the way....I was the one who leased the Mercedes E350...my dream car. *sigh

When we had awesome numbers for month end...what did we do?...SHOPPING! *White Chicks voice. and for others...DRINKING and paying the 5, 6, 7, or $900 tab.

I was the shopper...starting with...dropping $500 on a Coach bag and $400 for the matching shoes...no problem. $900 on a Fendi bag..didn't blink twice, $950 on a Louis Vuitton made me stand tall, but I knew I made it when I walked into Chanel and bought my first bag and matching wallet...$2300 later...and didn't even flinch when I handed over the cash.

Why am I telling you all this? Because of my foolish spending, when the mortgage meltdown happened we began to sink and barely keeping our head above water.

When we purchased our home, we got ourselves into an adjustable loan; it went from a $2500 a month payment to $5000 a month payment.

We couldn't afford it and then we were faced with losing our home...a home that we worked so hard for. A home that I wanted to raise my children out of. A home that I wanted to grow old in.

Seeing the notice from the bank that they were about to foreclose on us made me want to crawl in a hole with my family and....die. Feeling like we failed them, overwhelmed me...I've cried constantly trying to figure out how are we gonna get out of this.

Then we received the silver lining...a loan modification...thought this was....IT! we're finally moving forward and able to breath.

Then...then BAM...we get hit with a judgement for a levy for an delinquent account we had. NOW...what do we do?

Only one thing to do..............FILE BANKRUPTCY.

My fingers are shaking as I type those letters that translate to me as FAILURE. I worked so hard to obtain the Grade A credit I had and now...gone.

In years past, a person that filed bankruptcy had a stigma that followed them...loser.

I tell myself....I'm not the first nor will I be last to go through this and if I built my credit up once before I can do it again.

Bankruptcy is not the end of the world, we're not habitual filers...this is the first and only time this will EVER happen to us.

A lesson learned...an expensive one...not only financially but emotionally, as well.

We will get through this...i have no doubt in my soul..we will get through this.

My readers, if you're faced with a similar situation...just know, "You are not alone and you too, will get through it." Gotta have faith.

Until next time, my readers.

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